Babi Keise
08-02 2022 10:57
schreef:
I’ve been thinking about you at least weekly since the holidays. Almost daily the last few weeks. I was looking for addresses for holiday cards and of course your name was on my email list. The girls are huge now and Riley is testing my patience with how similar she is to me yet so different. She’s finding her own rhythm in life and shared with me she has a crush in her class. I couldn’t believe it! But then I heard your laugh and you asking her more about him and school and her growing life. I still can’t listen to any full Beyoncé track. It’s not painful, it’s just strange that you’re not listening too. But of course I remind myself you are, just in a different space. Victor hasn’t been able to verbalize his grief much but I know it’s there. He thinks about you often too. Your friendship was so engrained in our relationship. It feels weird we are doing all this work and therapy to strengthen things and it’s like since you’ve been gone you’ve still been cheering us on. Keeping us from giving up and reminding us how much we love eachother. You were always so good at that. I remember you in so many different ways. Thank you for being you. We all miss you and that will never change.
Babi Keise
08-02 2022 10:57
schreef:
I’ve been thinking about you at least weekly since the holidays. Almost daily the last few weeks. I was looking for addresses for holiday cards and of course your name was on my email list. The girls are huge now and Riley is testing my patience with how similar she is to me yet so different. She’s finding her own rhythm in life and shared with me she has a crush in her class. I couldn’t believe it! But then I heard your laugh and you asking her more about him and school and her growing life. I still can’t listen to any full Beyoncé track. It’s not painful, it’s just strange that you’re not listening too. But of course I remind myself you are, just in a different space. Victor hasn’t been able to verbalize his grief much but I know it’s there. He thinks about you often too. Your friendship was so engrained in our relationship. It feels weird we are doing all this work and therapy to strengthen things and it’s like since you’ve been gone you’ve still been cheering us on. Keeping us from giving up and reminding us how much we love eachother. You were always so good at that. I remember you in so many different ways. Thank you for being you. We all miss you and that will never change.
