Terrence Somers

Rosemary died on March 12th, 2019I . I will write later. Geri Love You

I'm sorry that I didn't visit with you. The weather was cold and windy on our wedding anniversary on April 4th. It was our 55 years. Tracey called to wish me our anniversary. Tracey brought two Fancy Rats. Who would of thought I would let her keep it. They are very cute and funny. No smells. they Clean themselves like a can. eat vegetables. They are girls and they are called Oreo and Blaze. They are white and black. They don't make any noise . We have new neighbors next door (Christine and Jerry sold their houses).) This is very sad. Rosemary passed away. She had malignant cancer and the doctors could not do anything to save her life. It has been very sad. All of her family. Everyone was crying including Paul and the kids. The viewing was at Chopek funeral home and she lays in Mount Carmel cemetery. Paul is cleaning up in Rose's bedroom. I have, called him to let him know I was available to help him with that but he didn't need it he said. Cameron

It's Christmas already. Tomorrow is Christmas Eve. I ill be at Terry's house and the kids. Tracey will have her kids over here. The kids are not having a family special. I had to cut down on the gifts I used to do. I had a couple days in the hospital and the bill as pretty high. So, now Half of what they were getting and no more bonds. I have to make a decision because of the that. We are having a frigid winter I have been having problems with my eyes. I haven't been driving in the dark. Twice I got lost. My glaucoma pressure has gone up. I am on a sterile on because of the preservative in the other med eye drops. I also am on another ne meds for my anxiety and depression. I also was diagnosed over. I am on Zoloft. Tracey said she is on that med too. I was on something before Zoloft but I wasn't getting better. Cameron passed his high school credits. He got A's and 'B's and 2 achievements for physicals . He is buff from all that physical training . Looks like Cam changed his mind about living with me. I was looking forward for him living with me. He and I wrote letters about this. I guess his success in school changed his mind . Tracey said he wants to be with his friends in Chelsea. It would have meant I would have someone to help me and keep company with me. I cried a little. I think he felt bad about the change. I said that he has to do what is good for him. Cameron is over 6 feet no and Reece is 5 feet 8. I have been letting my hair grow. I have been curling it... I lost a friend that I met in church. I don't remember if I mentioned her before. She was my mentor and I became to love her . She was 93 and excellent memory and spiritual and she had moxy. That's what our pastor said about her and she as all that and more. She was well known by many and she helped a lot of people. I miss her very much. After Father Tony left Good Shepherd that was very hurtful He as sent to another parish and we got a new one. He's very different from Father Tony. He is more traditional. He ears a Cossack . Father Tony is more easy going. It's been 4 month now. I can't make up my mind how I feel about him. Maybe in more time. I have 35 homeless matts. The last one as for Fall colors. Mark said the government is shutting down so no check. This is so unfair.not I think about you . I miss you so much. I have changed. I lost my confidence. Just having you with me has made my life without hope. You know that Don't you. I love you my Poopsey.

Hi love... It's been awhile. Been working on the homeless mats. Also I decided to visit Mark and the family. I'll be leaving October 32 and come home in November 7th. The car I bought , it's ford focus. I got it in November. I like it very much. But someone hit me and busted the drivers rear mirror. Now I have to get it fixed. Barbara is helping me get scotty or Bill to fix it..My auto insurance went up again. It's now $1200 and now this happens. I just can't get a break. It could cost $300. I keep thinking I feel you are with me. It feel it's real. I almost get up to talk to you and then I remembered you are gone. .Mark said he would take me to Joan place and then bring me back. Joan has had some bad medical with her lungs and legs. I am so tired. I cry still, sometimes I don' t know why. We got a new associate pastor. He's been her a month. We are trying to get to know him. Well, I will try to unwind from the car. I love you very much.... Poopsey

Hello love... We will be getting some spring weather soon. It has been a hard fall and winter. Which is depressing... Alicia was a musical play and I watched it at her school. She sang so beautiful that it it brought tears to my eyes, It was a wonderful play and all the kids did a good job. Alicia danced too . The play was Legally Blind. She played the third character and much more. She is so talented. It lasted about an hour or more. I went with Terry and Amy. Tracey moved her bedroom to the boys room downstairs. Reece has her old room. I have had some repair issues. Like the toilets. Last week we lost out electric power from a sleet like rain that brought down tree limbs and generators. It was out 2 days. Gary brought his generator for those 2 days so the food wouldn't be lost. The garage remote isn't working either. Will have to buy a new one. I went for a checkup. My blood pressure goes up some times. Anxiety I think. Had some blood work done too. Need to get the results and send a copy to my physiatrist Wish there was more to tell you. I love you and miss you terribly and pray for you daily. Please pray for me. Your Poopsey

Hon, We have had a very long weather. It's already April and we are still like it was fall to winter. This season has been altogether lousy. If we got one day of sunny and warm day, it's a dream come true. I went to my doctor yesterday. Had a EKG done in the office. I had palpitations while sitting in the waiting room. To be truthful, it scared me. I felt warm, out of breath and wobbly. Never had that kind of feelings. That's why they did a EKG. It tuned out good. No problem. Then I had blood wok done. I might get the results today or tomorrow. It's been awhile for my blood work. He just wants to cover everything to find out why I had them. I thought maybe anxiety but then I wasn't anxious. My blood pressure was high too. t went down somewhat but still high. I took my blood pressure at home and after while it was my normal. Even now I don't feel quite right. Don't worry.. You know I will get to the reason why it happened. I made a deal with the doctor last year for only 6 months between the next appointment instead every 3 months. I am not happy here being alone. Very lonely. Fact of the matter when the kids are here I feel alone. They don't talk to me much and Tracey is the same. They have been able to put your death behind them. I try to adapt. Time goes by long. Actually I feel abandoned. Self-pity.... I need for you to pray for me. to ask Jesus to give me comfort and good feelings. I am in a roller coaster mode. Some of the deep falls scare me. It's true that one never forgets the lost of a loved one especially a man you have lived and loved with for 50 years plus. Our wedding anniversary was just a week or so ago. It would have been 54 years. I can't handle this. I am not strong. It will probably this way until my last death. I hoped for a future. You know, to go on. I don't feel that way anymore cause I have tried over and over. That's why I am asking you to pray for me. I'm all worn out.. I love you Poopsey. Geri

Happy Easter! It's nice outside. Tomorrow will be the same. I finally paid off the loan I got In 2016. It feels real good to get that off my back. I wanted to go to the cemetery but I was the only one who was cooking the meal. The meal was really good. Everyone enjoyed it And I had sweet yams too. Alicia made a strawberry pie for us. Yum.. After Tracey and I put all the left overs away did the dishes, we played UNO with Alicia, me, Tracey ,Gary and Nathan. Alicia won a few and Gary and Tracey did one, I think. Nathan and I didn't win any but it was a lot of fun. Alicia is in a school play as a second character[which means she has a lot of to say. She also was picked for the elite choir in her school. Alicia makes good grades too. We are all so proud of her...Savanna is in gym and she is really limber. She sometimes practices on the trampoline over here. I stopped going to the Franciscan order. It wasn't what I thought that I could study for 3 years. I still am making the homeless mats and I recently did my 17th one. I showed Terry and Alicia what it was all about and how good for the homeless. Terry was impressed by what it looked like. I sometimes recall of how there were time when you helped me to cut the bags to make the chain. They left around 8:15. I will be making an appointment to a dermatologist soon for her opinion about my dermatitis I have. I don't expect anything good will come of it. Mark called on Easter. We had a nice talk. I sent him some palms for his house. He appreciated it. Cameron got his dads jaguar. And now Dave and his wife a 2018 Cadillac with his wife with all the bells and whistles. Tracey is still driving an old one. Tracey got an accident in bad weather driving on heavy rain where the tires was floating off the road and the car went into a ditch. She's okay but she was scared. The car front spoiler was cracked in a couple cracks. I miss you so much. It stills hurts especially when I'm alone for days. Trying to stay busy doesn't help as much as I had hoped for. I offered a plenary indulgence for you. It is a remission before God of the temporal punishment due to sins whose guilt as already been forgiven. Which means you will be washed away for the punishment due to your sins. (When you received the Last Rites) This makes you one with Jesus. Pray for me ..Poopsey

It's spring now. Getting lots of rain but it's still cool. Savanna had her12th birthday on march 22 and Ariana had her 3rd birthday on Palm Sunday. Got a chance to see her and Isabella on Tracey's smart phone. We saw the girls and the girls saw me and Tracey. It was fun to watch. Mark is at Quantico base now. He's been there a maybe 2 or 3 months. We won't be seeing him here in Michigan. Maybe next year. I want to visit them soon. Terry and the family except for Amy will be here on Easter. And Gary too. None of Tracey's kids though. If it doesn't rain on Saturday or Sunday, I'll be at the cemetery. Been praying for you always. Please pray for me. Will write again soon. Lots of Love, Poopsey