2016-12-13 14:39:38 wrote:

Hon, You have been on my mind a lot. A lot more.... No matter what I do or don't do .........Sometimes it's just a brief flash, sometimes it torments me all day long. It weighs me down. Like right now. Just talking to you has me in tears, The loneliness is unbearable at times.....I long for you...It's Christmas now. The kids and grandkids will be having a Christmas dinner on Sunday, Christmas Day. I have been setting this up.... We had a big snow storm, like 4 to 6 inches last Sunday Tracey and Gary shoveled the snow for me. It kept on snowing during the night, a light snow, so I just shoveled t myself. It felt good, being out doors. Refreshing... I have been talking regularly to the kids...Mark will not be up here. He has no more off days to get here and back. It's okay though...We had a good visit for a month in November. I don't have to buy gifts. Mark will help by getting the gifts on his end. Terry has bought gifts galore so I can just have pick out the gifts and pay him for what the cost was for them. I made a angora sweater with matching hat for Bella and am working on a skirt, hat and a cowl...that's a neck scarf for Ari. I suggested a pink piggy bank for Bella and Mark will get her A My Little Pony from us. Been having lots of issues with the pc,, both of them. Looks like I need a tech to figure out why the laptop is acting sporadically and desktop won't get on line at all. Tracey gave me name to call I noticed my money is short. I might have to spread out the bonds for the grandkids. It's because of the loan for the hearing aids... I made an angora sweater with matching hat for Bella an a skirt, hat and scarf for Ari. Mark will get the girls their gifts from us. Have been having pc problems. The laptop works sporadically and the desktop won't work at all. Another cash out..... Hope your Christmas will be great. Pray for me.....You can make a difference for me. I love you...forever. Love .....Poopsey