2016-08-26 16:40:22 wrote:

Poopsy,, Tracey will be bringing the kids over for a week since the kids will be starting school soon and give herself a vacation week. I only have a few things to get done in the yard and I will be done ( I think). Just picked out a color for the blocks under the glider. It's a medium gray. Reece and Savanna want to help paint with me. When I think of you I feel good and happy. I have been eliminating our hard feel times. I am done with it. I feel I am healing now,not just feeling better. I am doing good. I didn't think I would ever reach that mind set. I still shutter from all those ugly memories of you suffering, my heart broke and all the loss I will have to live with till my end comes. Not your touch or kiss or wit...My mind takes trips of those moments and I will not allow them to take away what we had. Some days are a struggle but less now .Know that is this part of healing and going on with my life but my heart will always have you a place for it till my last breath. I love you then, now and forever. Loving you, Poopsey