TRIBUTE TO MY AMAZING GOD-MOTHER OF INESTIMABLE VALUE
To my sweet godmother, my besty, the only woman who understood my craziness and yet loved me as her own. You went out of your way to love others which explains why you were loved by all. I still lack the right words to express myself as I am gradually coming out of the shock. I hugged and kissed you as you lay there so peaceful and beautiful with the hope of a miracle. I played my christian jambourines to your ears knowing fully well that you will look down and smile saying "Even in death, this my daughter won't let me rest". I looked at some of the pictures we took when we went for some occasions, I remembered some of the happy arguements we had over what dress, shoe and ornaments to wear, music to play in the car and the right nagivation route to take while you were driving. You believed in me and never stopped telling me how much you loved me even till your dying day. Words cannot express how I feel as sometimes I feel happy that you are at peace and other times so sad when I remember the vaccum/emptiness. You called me everyday and when you don't, dad will step in. How will I wake up daily looking forward to your call which I know will never come or even speak to daddy without hearing you interrupting from the background. I looked at some of our pictures and it took me back to all the tiny conversations we had and even the steps you took trying to win me in cat walking before getting into the car. You supported me emotionally, physically, spiritually and financially. In my down moments you were there and when I refuse to tell you or beg daddy not to, you still feel it. Our bond was stronger than I could imagine. The truth is, you left me when I needed you most and you know it however, you also told me to thank God because you are not dying of which you didn't cos you transcended to glory. I will miss all those beautiful times we spent together. You played with me like a baby when it was time to play and advised/guided me like a mother when the need arose. You were so easy to talk and no matter the evil thoughts that came to my mind, you never judged me but showed me a way of escape. You were my prayer partner and stood in the gap when I was weak. You gave me a shoulder to cry on. I will forever love you mama. You wanted to do a Masters and a PhD so you can look me in the eye and talk back because you said my IQ was higher than yours and I will tease you with "I am a young growing woman, what do you expect". I remember how hard you laughed and I am even laughing right now. That dream is not dead mama because my PhD will be dedicated to your blessed memory. You inspired me alot. You are the brain behind Faccas diagnostics. You drove me to the accountant who helped me register the company because you wanted me to have something to my name. You were ready to sign up as a board member both here and back home. If I keep writing, I am sure I won't finish as you already know so I will pinch myself just as you do when I start writing an email or a message. I promise you mum that we will be fine. Daddy is still in shock but he knows you are at peace besides you asked me to take care of the house and that I will do. It won't be easy but we all will be well for we know that heaven has gained an angel.
Love you now and always my angel and sweet god mother.
Goodnight and sleep on
Your baby girl and god-daughter
Faith
TRIBUTE TO MY AMAZING GOD-MOTHER OF INESTIMABLE VALUE
To my sweet godmother, my besty, the only woman who understood my craziness and yet loved me as her own. You went out of your way to love others which explains why you were loved by all. I still lack the right words to express myself as I am gradually coming out of the shock. I hugged and kissed you as you lay there so peaceful and beautiful with the hope of a miracle. I played my christian jambourines to your ears knowing fully well that you will look down and smile saying "Even in death, this my daughter won't let me rest". I looked at some of the pictures we took when we went for some occasions, I remembered some of the happy arguements we had over what dress, shoe and ornaments to wear, music to play in the car and the right nagivation route to take while you were driving. You believed in me and never stopped telling me how much you loved me even till your dying day. Words cannot express how I feel as sometimes I feel happy that you are at peace and other times so sad when I remember the vaccum/emptiness. You called me everyday and when you don't, dad will step in. How will I wake up daily looking forward to your call which I know will never come or even speak to daddy without hearing you interrupting from the background. I looked at some of our pictures and it took me back to all the tiny conversations we had and even the steps you took trying to win me in cat walking before getting into the car. You supported me emotionally, physically, spiritually and financially. In my down moments you were there and when I refuse to tell you or beg daddy not to, you still feel it. Our bond was stronger than I could imagine. The truth is, you left me when I needed you most and you know it however, you also told me to thank God because you are not dying of which you didn't cos you transcended to glory. I will miss all those beautiful times we spent together. You played with me like a baby when it was time to play and advised/guided me like a mother when the need arose. You were so easy to talk and no matter the evil thoughts that came to my mind, you never judged me but showed me a way of escape. You were my prayer partner and stood in the gap when I was weak. You gave me a shoulder to cry on. I will forever love you mama. You wanted to do a Masters and a PhD so you can look me in the eye and talk back because you said my IQ was higher than yours and I will tease you with "I am a young growing woman, what do you expect". I remember how hard you laughed and I am even laughing right now. That dream is not dead mama because my PhD will be dedicated to your blessed memory. You inspired me alot. You are the brain behind Faccas diagnostics. You drove me to the accountant who helped me register the company because you wanted me to have something to my name. You were ready to sign up as a board member both here and back home. If I keep writing, I am sure I won't finish as you already know so I will pinch myself just as you do when I start writing an email or a message. I promise you mum that we will be fine. Daddy is still in shock but he knows you are at peace besides you asked me to take care of the house and that I will do. It won't be easy but we all will be well for we know that heaven has gained an angel.
Love you now and always my angel and sweet god mother.
Goodnight and sleep on
Your baby girl and god-daughter
Faith
