2021-03-30 15:58:56 wrote:

Feeling sick in the stomach and I cannot seem to shift it – I am just so saddened and upset that I have lost someone who not just a work colleague but a friend. 8 years working together in Finance talking every day about anything and everything and having silly debates if we ran out of things to talk about just so we could still talk. Everyday we asked we would be eating for lunch and then sharing ideas on what to make for dinner – then send pictures of our food to each other in the evenings. You patiently listened to all the diet plans I made in the last 8 years and all the moaning that came with it. We talked about going grey together as how we both hated to have to constantly dye our hair. We both where worried and scared about how menopause would be like for us. We listened to each other’s family politics and gave advise. You loved being the couch world traveller and happy to see the world via my pictures – all holidays I would send you pictures….only for you to say ‘oh its nice but too hot for me to go there’