08-11 2020 16:45
wrote:
My Tobias,
Waking up everyday has been a struggle ever since your passing. The truth is I’m still in shock. I’m being forced to learn a lesson I’ve never been taught whilst my heart and my world are broken. I learnt from you and it was a blessing - your whole life was and so will your legacy. I wish I could be at your service but I’m finding the understanding that your presence is within me and I am truly grateful for that. Thank you for being a star. I know you’re still shining even as you’re resting. There are memories shared that will go beyond anyone’s understanding of our special bond and relationship. You were always such a gentleman, such a role model. Your positivity, your warmth and faith were truly inspiring. That charming spirit, your smile, from the way you walked to the way you talked - your stammer, your voice. These qualities all paint a very beautiful and endearing soul. An angel and a keeper, a watcher too. You deserved to live, to be healthy, to flourish here with us. Your loss has been painful, a harsh lesson. At the least my world is dimmed without your light. With that, I know and believe you will continue to shine in my heart and in my dreams. You will always be in that special place as I miss you day by day but I will also celebrate you in all your glory for as long as I live knowing how very special you were to me and what it meant for you to be a part of my genesis. I am so proud of you, to have known and to have loved you, I always was and always will be.
Your loving sister & cousin,
Tega
08-11 2020 16:45
wrote:
My Tobias,
Waking up everyday has been a struggle ever since your passing. The truth is I’m still in shock. I’m being forced to learn a lesson I’ve never been taught whilst my heart and my world are broken. I learnt from you and it was a blessing - your whole life was and so will your legacy. I wish I could be at your service but I’m finding the understanding that your presence is within me and I am truly grateful for that. Thank you for being a star. I know you’re still shining even as you’re resting. There are memories shared that will go beyond anyone’s understanding of our special bond and relationship. You were always such a gentleman, such a role model. Your positivity, your warmth and faith were truly inspiring. That charming spirit, your smile, from the way you walked to the way you talked - your stammer, your voice. These qualities all paint a very beautiful and endearing soul. An angel and a keeper, a watcher too. You deserved to live, to be healthy, to flourish here with us. Your loss has been painful, a harsh lesson. At the least my world is dimmed without your light. With that, I know and believe you will continue to shine in my heart and in my dreams. You will always be in that special place as I miss you day by day but I will also celebrate you in all your glory for as long as I live knowing how very special you were to me and what it meant for you to be a part of my genesis. I am so proud of you, to have known and to have loved you, I always was and always will be.
Your loving sister & cousin,
Tega
