09-09 2017 02:15
wrote:
Missing you sweetie. I have been living our lives together. I keep busy but I keep looking for more to do to cope. Some memories are bitter sweet. I still can't get used to loosing you. No matter what I do, it's not enough. I look at you and remember so that much. I am sorry I couldn't give you what you needed to make you happy. I say they that cause you change your personality. It seemed it would go in cycles. I didn't think that maybe you were unhappy. But then again, I did. But I didn't know what to do. You were stoic. I couldn't get to you. After while, I thought maybe you don't care about anything. I wanted you to be happy. I loved you with all my heart . I didn't know what to do to make you happy. Sometimes we were good and sometimes we weren't. You are a part of me forever. No matter what...
I am so lonely without you. I don't think this grief will ever end and I think you wouldn't want that.
Mark and his family will be here for Halloween. Bella is standing up but not quite walking yet. And Arianna is close to being potty trained. Bella looks exactly like Simone's mom when she was about the age Bella is now. I look forward to having them here .....
We are having 2 super hurricane. One was in Texas and this new one is going over Florida. It's a stage 5 which is the worst. It is suppose to hit Sunday and/ or Monday. The there's another one after this one hits Florida. The people are evacuating from their homes. It hit small islands including Cuba. This has been a serious weather issue. Pray for the people affected. And pray for me. I need your prayers.
I love you.
Poopsey
09-09 2017 02:15
wrote:
Missing you sweetie. I have been living our lives together. I keep busy but I keep looking for more to do to cope. Some memories are bitter sweet. I still can't get used to loosing you. No matter what I do, it's not enough. I look at you and remember so that much. I am sorry I couldn't give you what you needed to make you happy. I say they that cause you change your personality. It seemed it would go in cycles. I didn't think that maybe you were unhappy. But then again, I did. But I didn't know what to do. You were stoic. I couldn't get to you. After while, I thought maybe you don't care about anything. I wanted you to be happy. I loved you with all my heart . I didn't know what to do to make you happy. Sometimes we were good and sometimes we weren't. You are a part of me forever. No matter what...
I am so lonely without you. I don't think this grief will ever end and I think you wouldn't want that.
Mark and his family will be here for Halloween. Bella is standing up but not quite walking yet. And Arianna is close to being potty trained. Bella looks exactly like Simone's mom when she was about the age Bella is now. I look forward to having them here .....
We are having 2 super hurricane. One was in Texas and this new one is going over Florida. It's a stage 5 which is the worst. It is suppose to hit Sunday and/ or Monday. The there's another one after this one hits Florida. The people are evacuating from their homes. It hit small islands including Cuba. This has been a serious weather issue. Pray for the people affected. And pray for me. I need your prayers.
I love you.
Poopsey
