Amanda Raee
04-01 2022 15:32
schreef:
Hana,
You always would take little breaks from social media so creeping on your social media to see what was up was never my go to. When I text you respond! I should of known when my texts were going green something was up. I even drove by your house when I was in Minnesota in October because you know my pop up game is strong. I dont know when but my iphone finally stopped sharing my location with you sometime after that, you have had my location since forever :(
Your mom posted an old picture of you and your family together for brunch : It didnt even occur to look at the date as im scrolling, I creeped said look at Hana happy with her family
It was the next day when your mom said I need to do better writing on your memorial page that I put it together - Your gone. My hana ; my becky with the good hair- the biggest beyonce fan i knowwwww - gone
I cried mad tears first ; like why didnt i know sooner, i could of been there!!! why am i not a better friend as i read our text messages i sent you a message on Sep 16th "whats our new 5 year goal? why didnt i send this one just 10 days sooner???
So then I called my other friends in Minnesota that had the chance to meet you ; and they said good things and memories about you that made me cry harder; now these were sad tears
The next day I went back to this page and watched the youtube live steam : and cried again with everyone as Im sitting there looking at all the people in this little room supporitng you : Im smiling on the inside because if you was there I most def would look at you and said do you think you mom can smell my perfume? When ever I would come over to your moms house which was like never but she always would know i was there by my smell she cant handle that girly bath and body works suff :)
Then the next day I read all the comments and your letter and I was more at an understanding- I want to be selfish because the last time I seen you we sat there for hours talking about life and I was like Hana I have to start driving back to Kansas, as you was my support from so many miles away for so many years, you made an effort to come to Kansas for my 30th birthday, when I cried you helped me through them, you would call me and have me to do the most diverse things from marching for George Floyd, supporting your friends food truck company, going to a live taping of your friends podcast show, you was always involved in something for somone and always down to drag me along!
When ever a picture of you pops up on my memories ; Ill forever share them and the stories behind them :)
Love you for ever ❤️ Amanda Raee
Amanda Raee
04-01 2022 15:32
schreef:
Hana,
You always would take little breaks from social media so creeping on your social media to see what was up was never my go to. When I text you respond! I should of known when my texts were going green something was up. I even drove by your house when I was in Minnesota in October because you know my pop up game is strong. I dont know when but my iphone finally stopped sharing my location with you sometime after that, you have had my location since forever :(
Your mom posted an old picture of you and your family together for brunch : It didnt even occur to look at the date as im scrolling, I creeped said look at Hana happy with her family
It was the next day when your mom said I need to do better writing on your memorial page that I put it together - Your gone. My hana ; my becky with the good hair- the biggest beyonce fan i knowwwww - gone
I cried mad tears first ; like why didnt i know sooner, i could of been there!!! why am i not a better friend as i read our text messages i sent you a message on Sep 16th "whats our new 5 year goal? why didnt i send this one just 10 days sooner???
So then I called my other friends in Minnesota that had the chance to meet you ; and they said good things and memories about you that made me cry harder; now these were sad tears
The next day I went back to this page and watched the youtube live steam : and cried again with everyone as Im sitting there looking at all the people in this little room supporitng you : Im smiling on the inside because if you was there I most def would look at you and said do you think you mom can smell my perfume? When ever I would come over to your moms house which was like never but she always would know i was there by my smell she cant handle that girly bath and body works suff :)
Then the next day I read all the comments and your letter and I was more at an understanding- I want to be selfish because the last time I seen you we sat there for hours talking about life and I was like Hana I have to start driving back to Kansas, as you was my support from so many miles away for so many years, you made an effort to come to Kansas for my 30th birthday, when I cried you helped me through them, you would call me and have me to do the most diverse things from marching for George Floyd, supporting your friends food truck company, going to a live taping of your friends podcast show, you was always involved in something for somone and always down to drag me along!
When ever a picture of you pops up on my memories ; Ill forever share them and the stories behind them :)
Love you for ever ❤️ Amanda Raee
